Disconnected

disconnected

Disconnected:
  • (of a person) lacking contact with reality.

Lacking. Contact. With. Reality.

Not only do I feel like I have lost contact with reality, but I feel as if I have lost contact with myself.  I feel like my mind has been completely disconnected from my body.  My mind feels as if it is a thousand miles from the reality that my body continues to live in.

I am physically here on this Earth, but mentally, I am on my own planet.

This planet is desolate. This planet is confusing and chaotic. This planet does not have air to breathe but it has a million questions, doubts, and incoherent sentences filling every bit of space.

My body continues to try and survive in the real world while my mind wanders this desolate planet.
I hope they reunite soon for this feeling is uncanny and exhausting.
-Jen
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